It was a pleasant morning at Sainikpuri, Hyderabad in the year 2010. I returned as usual @10 AM after morning meditation from the Centre. After having the breakfast, I watched the NEWS for some time and then thought of calling some Kriyavans, who were initiated that year in Hyderabad to enquire about their Kriya practice.
I was about to go thru the list, a thought came “Who, the hell I am to ask them about their Kriya practice? Their spiritual development is in YOUR hands, their PRESENT & FUTURE are already planned from their PAST. YOUR rules in the form of DESTINY is so perfectly detailed that people tell, even a leaf cannot dwindle without YOUR wish.
Why should I jump between YOUR wish & their DESTINY? I have no DESIRE to take CREDIT in asking or directing or interfering in their KARMA? Yes, if YOU want it, then I can’t object, I am ready to play as your INSTRUMENT. I closed my eyes for few seconds and told my friendly GOD to do his job.”
I was CONSCIOUS while going thru the list of just more than 100 new initiates. I stopped at one name. I clearly remembered his face and name for a special reason, it was his GURUDAKSHINA of Re 1/-. I connected his number from my mobile and he picked up. I asked him “are you doing Kriya everyday?” “What Kriya, I am just going to SUICIDE now”, he replied. It was like a 440 volte shock to me. My mental condition was terrible, even after a 3 hour morning meditation.
I just managed to gather some guts and suggested him “see, you have not created your life, so do not have the right to end it.” But, he was forcefully & fearlessly arguing for ending his life. I asked him, where are you now? He said “SAKET”. I said, I stay in Sainikpuri which is not very far from your place, so can we meet at some place in-between? He said OK. I sat for 2-3 minutes and asked my friendly GOD, what’s this PLAY? YOU will play and I will get the Shock? OK, whatever has happened has happened, now kindly complete YOUR job as soon as possible and see that he does not go for SUICIDE.
After about 10 minutes I met the man at Sainikpuri main road. He went on talking about his sufferings for about two hours. He was an Engineer and served as a lecturer in 2-3 Engineering Colleges, where he found many dishonest people having links with the underworld & hawla money. He was vocal in objecting them and hence thrown out of the colleges. He was not allowed to work with any other organisations and hence was selling socks.
His wife was not co-operating with him and his in-laws are among the dishonest group. In his opinion, in India all people are corrupt. He has seen it in Kerala, Andhara & also in Delhi. He was fed off with his surrounding and decided to end his life. He was happy, when he saw a news paper article which said about a PESTICIDE that can end any human life in one minute. He showed the news paper cutting also.
Throughout the conversation, I was praying my friendly GOD to interfere, but he was ruthless on me. HE wanted me to WIN the match only in the last ball. And the time came…. I suddenly got a lovely idea. I said “Sir, you know corrupt people are there everywhere. Don’t you think, the owner of the factory that produces the pesticide is also a corrupt man. He said, Yes, he must be corrupt. Do you think, he is selling the perfect pesticide without mixing some water in it? If you consume that, you will not die but CERTAINLY come out with half your body PARALYSED.
After that you will be bed-ridden. Your wife will not co-operate, you know it well. Would you like a bed-ridden life for 20-30 years? He was silent and said, I will be bed-ridden thorough out! I said yes, 100%, your nerves will be severely damaged which can not be reconnected again and so, you will be either be fully paralysed or half paralysed. For some moments, he was silent… I know, I WON the MATCH. He then declared, he will not take any SUICIDE attempt.
Interestingly, in the morning, he was about to close the door, leaving his mobile in the drawing room for the “Mission Suicide” and the mobile rang What a co-incidence? I call that DESTINY a perfectly detailed plan of GOD.